Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Second week of poly, and I conclude that poly life is... quite slack. That's exactly what I'm worried about. I can already feel myself slacken. It's actually quite fun, having a nice class and everthing. They talk about stuff and interupt the tutors, never before have I experienceed something like this. And most of the time we get to use our laptops, especially to fill up the free time in between lectures/ tutorials.

I very unfortunately am unable to go for the SU camp:( I was in a dilemma at first, then after asking for everyone's opinion, I asked the all-important Parents, and found out that those days were already taken -_____-

Oh and I feel I might have to explain myself on some things. Like in class, I seem to be all quiet, unfriendly, aloof, shy and everything. But that usually isn't the case, it's just my natural state of being. It's not that I want to stay so quiet or don't want to join in the conversation, I just have nothing to say/ I'm sleepy.

Today we had effective writing and econs. Not bad, both subjects. Except that the econs teacher should make his teaching style more 'class-focussed' instead of towards one table/ one person, but he's a nice guy.

Can't wait for this friday to go shopping again. Haven't shopped for more than 2 weeks. Feel that shopping has become quite an integral part of my life, without shopping, I feel as if there's something missing. Got to by a backpack soon, school textbooks+ notes+ laptop are incredibly heavy.



Found the above picture. Treasure, this one. The guy's not really hot, but now I know what to say when I see a hot guy. XXDD

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

NYP

Have gotten through the first two days of poly, not as bad as I thought it'd be though. AND I still haven't gotten used to sleeping early so I'm like still going to bed at 3plus am and waking up at 6(on days starting at 8am) and 7(on days starting later) Hmm, I've yet to become how I'd hoped I would be- all outgoing and fun, sociable et cetera. Instead, I still appear the quiet, introverted one. It's not like that actually, as much as I'd love to start/ take part in a conversation, I just don't know what to say. BAH, I have horrible PR skills. Oh but I actually like my class, orientation sort of worked=) By the way, just yesterday when I was wishing for the writing skills module, WALAH, the tutorial was today. Yes, my English has deteriorated over the 5 month long holiday, made stupid mistakes during the diagnostic test (46/50, 23/25) Got to start reading again and stop zoning out when I read those business/economy-related articles. AND the homework AAAAHHH, I can no longer shuffle through school life not doing homework, and dang, those dreaded presentations. But OH WELL, this is the path I've chosen, got to make the best of it.
-Am still undecided for which CCA to join- So it's Club Crawl tomorrow then...

The Raven

Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door -
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door -
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.

Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
`Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven.
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore -
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door -
Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as `Nevermore.'

But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only,
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered -
Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before -
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.'
Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'

Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
`Doubtless,' said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore -
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of "Never-nevermore."'

But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore -
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking `Nevermore.'

This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!

Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
`Wretch,' I cried, `thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he has sent thee
Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! -
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted -
On this home by horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore -
Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore -
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore -
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!' I shrieked upstarting -
`Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!'
Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted - Nevermore

The Raven- Edgar Allan Poe