hmm

last friday went out with clara and syafiqah.
there was supposed to be 10 ppl goin out together then all back out and turn out to be only 3 ppl. *sigh*
it was quite fun... window shopping and stuff
we spent a looooooooooooooong time at swensens! i miss the way we tried to get the waiter's attention. just STAARE. lol
then after the ice cream, syafiqah started shivering haha. it was sort of funny and scary. then after that we went taking neoprints.twice. same shop but at different branch. we saw jasmine tye and paul twohill(i wonder why we didnt take photo and ask for autographs, we did it when we saw rahimah ~what~)hmmm.....
the worst part of the whole thing was when i waited for my dad, who said he could pick me, for sooo long. he said he could make it at 6pm so i told him 6.15pm. i reached the station at 6pm and guess what time he reached? 7.15pm!!! i missed the first part of princess hours ): i should have gone home myself. haha

ok.i am temporarily sick of orchad road.
i went last friday and saturday, today, and im going again on thursday.
i hope we can find a date where more ppl can make it and go to vivocity together

yay

Yay i just changed my blogskin.... The only thing i dun like is the "i lurve mi" part at the bottom of every post. Dunno how to change that.... Its actually quite disgusting and a bit "cheena" haha. But i love the song, took a loooong time finding it. yay
enjoyed my trip in bangkok a lot. did lots of shopping(:
just collected my report card today. improved from last year(but still quite bad)
results:(overall)
last year, (this year)
eng-69 (67)
chi-74 (69)
maths-39 (56)
science-55 (73)
geog-72 (60)
hist-67 (61)
lit-62 (62)
dnt-69 (71)
home ec-51 (74)
art-64 (72)
class-31/39 (22/41)
level-296/354 (160/367)

So sad last day of school's tmr. Must enjoy it to the fullest.

mug

mug mug and mugging
ahh... EOYs are gonna end soon
3 more exams
2 more days
whohoo
aiya i'm sooo gonna flunk history and math and geog
wonder why my music's not working anymore....
hmm.. this is a really short post.
must get back to mugging
*yawn*

...

garr! i want 70%! i want 70%!
i dont want 67%!(although its an improvement) but i want 70%!!!
ok enough of that...

went to batam... everything was sooo CHEAP!!! if only we had a bit more shopping time i wud have bought everything in the shopping centre!
haha and we got 30hrs cip!!
lemme tell u a funny experience.
ya noe the sijo** resort there, its like not the lobby downstairs then the rooms upstairs. its like the room are like somewhere far away and must climb a lot of steps and go thru this like forest thing. and then batam's time is 1hr back, meaning at 7pm, its really really dark. so alisa and me were supposed to go for dinner atm 7, we were a bit late and it was super dark. alisa was walking really fast, so i ran to keep up with her. and she asked me why i was running, so i told her it was bcoz i was TOO FAR BEHIND HER, but she heard it as THERE WAS SOMEONE BEHIND HER. then she started screaming. and i tot she was something, so i started screaming too, so we both ran down together screaming. and it was so scary coz it was so dark we cudnt even see the steps properly. lame rite? we were practically scary ourselves.
then the nxt day, i was still freaked out, and guess wat we found in the toilet,. a cocroach. and once again we screamed. then after that, our sec1s asked us to have a party with them, and we asked whether we could move in with them, and therefore there was 6ppl sleeping in 1 room.
ohya and the sec1s brought us out for a night trail it was really scary and one of our sec1s looked really like a ghost in the night.haha

got more fun things lol...
btw, my bag was so heavy it was a torture carrying it down the stairs XD

result

term3 progress report is out....
I WANT 70%!!!!!
geog so low... all becoz of that project. the whole cohort average oso very low
if nvm plus that 6% i tink whole cohort fail.
if only i didnt fail geog...if only...
this september holiday must mug like wat!!!
btw today's tchr's day. went back to primary school
i tink i'm lyk drifting away. its like now there's no converation, everything's like so awkward.haha and i didnt give any presents coz i forgot all about them. anyway my wrapping's so ugly that i wud feel embarassed to give it to them lol
there's someone, whom i was quite close to: x. and now i am feeling extremely irritated with x. i feel like slapping x in the face. stupid x!!!!!

SI'06

today i'm gonna post on wat i feel about Singapore Idol 2006
**pls note that this is solely my opinion and that it is not bias coz i do not vote haha. pls do not take anything to heart thx...

today rahimah out... sooo unexpected

ratings(me)

on looks:
1.joakim
2.nurul
3.jasmine
4.hady
5.mathilda
6.jonathan
7.paul

on voice:
1.hady
2.mathilda
3.jonathan
4.nurul
5.jasmine
6.paul
7.joakim

oh

yesterday juz had carnival day. the kids were SO CUTE!!!
there was this boy who kept shaking and knocking his heah.
and this girl with a chopstick in her hair came up to clara n me and said "can i tell u a joke?" so we said yes. then she said "why did the shark sneeze? coz it was salt water" haha not funny but cute lol.
then was training hahahahaha (syafiqah and ayuni and me...)
i survived PT!!! hooray! 3 rounds i can do it... oleoleoleole
actually coz it wasnt too fast lyk last week.
aiyo today's flag day cancelled ):
oh and yesterday there was the subject comb briefing. and it was lyk after training la and we were lyk sweaty and everything. it was quite long and after that i asked my dad why his face was so red and he said " inside so hot. iwant to sleep" haha
i dunno why the fans were blowing towards the stage when there was no one on it la! make us suffer only. then aft that my parents INSISTED on seeing mr yap.
now i have to do assesments for mr yap so he can check and tell my parents wats wrong wif my math :(( and then they wanted to see mr ho but then mr ho like dun care wan so they didnt. they nvr noticed that i worked so hard so that i cud get A1 last term. thay still tink my maths and science is bad lyk anything.
they dun understand me. they wan me to talk, to discuss. but i dun like that. in fact, i HATE that. nvr mind that.
anyway there are lyk so many CAs nxt week and i havent even started studying coz i dunno wat to study.

mmm

countdown to using comp:
6min...
ahhh, i using outside comp. $1 for 15min. spent $3 lioazz
ahhh. very long nvr blog already
maths test!!! ahhh.... hope i pass, i had like a total of 15min, but i didnt noe how to do!!!
science test nxt. do difficult :(
5min more
watched pirates of the carribean... going to watch it again:)
4min...
ndp, hmmm... actually rute, its quite slack lol...
((NAPFA))
i'm sooo ganna failfailfail!!! i run like so slow lar. last yr i can run like 2 roung widout stopping. now, onli 1!!!
and dey increase the pull ups to 3!!! im so dead.
1min more...

-gets cut off-

test

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

You Should Be An Aquarius

What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices

What Sign Should You Be?

You Were a Spider

You tend to be the master weaver of fate - both for yourself and those you know. A creative force, you tend to work from divine inspiration.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Your Birthdate: January 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem. You're good at so much - you never know what to do. Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long. You are destined for a life of travel and fun. Your strength: Your likeability Your weakness: You never feel satisfied Your power color: Bright yellow Your power symbol: Asterisk Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

tests

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

You Should Be An Aquarius

What's good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker What's bad about you: you require a lot of space - it's hard to get close to you In love: you're quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered In friendship, you're: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices

What Sign Should You Be?

You Were a Spider

You tend to be the master weaver of fate - both for yourself and those you know. A creative force, you tend to work from divine inspiration.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Your Birthdate: January 23

You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem. You're good at so much - you never know what to do. Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long. You are destined for a life of travel and fun. Your strength: Your likeability Your weakness: You never feel satisfied Your power color: Bright yellow Your power symbol: Asterisk Your power month: May

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

tests

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

Your Power Level is: 70%

You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals.

How Powerful Are You?

You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice. You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

hah

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

Your Stress Level is: 30%

You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control. You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart. Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly.

How Stressed Are You?

....

hahaha...juz found out who is channing tatum
he's the guy from she's the man... forgot his on-screen name lol.
he looks kinda hot in the movie but not so in pictures(no offence felicia)
the watched superman...wakakakakaka
BRANDON ROUTH IS SO DAMN HOT!!!
as in yea... you noe... cute in pictures too. yay
MOOD RITE NOW: HAPPY, EXCITED

my mortals are ODD
whenever i see them then i say hi, they just shy away or sth, pretending they dont noe me???? humph
MOOD RITE NOW: PUZZLED??

now is week2
the year is going to be over soon... i'll miss my classmates!(well most of them)
nxt wk the tests will be flooding/gushing/watever in...
MOOD RITE NOW: DEPRESSED

ok... better get back to maths project...

...

i'm in the school com lab now. com lab1 to be exact.
supposed to be doing the maths project powerpoint but now watching youtube videos and listening to anime songs...
XDXDXDXDXDXDXD

haha

yay i juz changed my blog music(e old wan so boring)
this holiday got so many projects!!! cannot enjoy anymore(sad)
*p.s. all squaddies: can we have superglue at airpot? lol

this is a really short post haha

angry me

heyy...
i hate being sick(or at least not feeling well)
i cudn't do PT
i cudn't go for GOH that i had been sooooooooooo looking forward to
i cudn't go for the practice
i cudn't hand in debrief
i cudn't hand in my english so i had ta ask sumone to do it for me
it's basically, u can't do ANYTHING

we, sec2s are being FRAMED for tagging on the main tkgrcy blog as in typing like ridiculously rude stuff and that person put her name as "sec2"
now, the sec1s are accusing us of accusing them(errrrmmmmm)
we are just asking them to VERIFY whether they did it or not and ask then to tell the TRUTH i dunno whether their denying is true(ya but like who will ever own up?)or not(btw i was not there)
but nevertheless, they shouldn't say such things about us
if they think we're accusing them then JUST SAY IT OUT LOUD, dun later complain behind our backs and say they wanna respect us so they cannot talk back, is that wat u call RESPECT? we try to trust the sec1s. actually in fact we do trust them, but we just wanted to CLARIFY things, that's all to it.
and by the way, its because we trust them and are too lenient that's why some of them are going WAY OVERBOARD.(kindly take note: SOME of them)

sadness

I FAILED FOOTDRILL...
i totally hate this
i like messed up the whole part of changing ranks
luckily i didnt take silver.... if not it wud have been double failure
then my squadmates try to console me "dun be so sad lah" how the hell u expect me nt to be sad?
obviously u all can say thet larhx! all of u all pass what... can get best scorer for this, best scorer for that... the ma'ams tell me i fail my a bit(when i see how the ma'ams look at me i noe i confirm fail one
i noe i suck... i noe my squaddies dun really like me(dun go n tell me i'm over sensitive) maybe i am, but i can feel it. i noe u all i tink am irritating blabla..
[if any squadmates happen to read this, dun tok 2 me about it]-> but i bet no one ever bothers to read my blog
i am SO NOT gonna even try to take part in fdc nxt year NEVER
i dowan to have anything to do wif footdrill anymore
ok, now for the consolation...
I PASSED MATH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the 1st time this year...yayyyyyyy
also its only 26.5/40, at least i passed! whhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeee

oh

thursdayfootdrill bronze was CANCELLED!
i was like so nervous the day before and i was getting ready my uniform and everyting
and i was practising footdrill practically everywhere! like in the toilet or living room then i suddenly fall in and command myself and execute thr command then fall out lolx!( i must have been crazy) then suddenly ma'am mumtaz call me and tell me it was cancelled. i was like eeeeeeerrrmmmmmm...... :))
then during science class i jus put my head on the table for 5 seconds then mr ho tot i was sleeping so he ask me to go up and balance the chemical equation thingy then he said "i noe u were sleeping" i was like "what the hell" luckily the equation was easy to balance. Hhhhhhhhmmmmm.... ohya on thurs day i went home super early. only stay back for lunch then syafiqah and me "ran" home lol.
friday
nth much, went to the temple to pray to ancestors coz i tink it was all souls day...
today
i went for tuition which was like 10am!!! sooo early!
and i was like the first one there. i was actually on time. i broke my reputation for being late haha. then yesterday night and today morning from 8am to 9am i rush all my wksheets and i completed EVERYTHING and i actually got praised by mrs fun(tuition tchr) for completing my work (i'm so happy)
after tat i went home (took same bus as wendy n her mom)
then later i went to parkway(PP) to shop wif my mom.
i bought 2 pairs of shoes!!! one for normal days and e other is the black shoes for red cross coz my old shoes dunno why but the colour runs then everytime after i wear then my socks and feet become black! and the cloth at the bottom keeps coming off haha. then i bought myself a new pillow, new shirts, new jeans and ice-cream!
nth much to write about anymore... haha

fw

more about farewell...
first, we got ready and stuff, bag check, blablabla
then we took 2 buses to the chalet and it was like such a loooooong journey
then alisa wanted to pee and then we keep teasing her bout it then suddenly
she passed it to me!!! then i oso so desperately wanted to pee
but we were still in the bus...
then we finally reached the chalet, but we still had to wait coz ma'am yan ying had to check in for us. then finally the chalet was opened! (it was like heaven)
but ya noe the chalet place was so creepy and it was right opposite the old changi hospital and right in front of the sea... and then we were told during history lesson that that was were the sook ching took place(so scary)
then coz the ma'ams havent arrive yet so we practised our performance items and then syafiqah was like staring at the hospital and her face was like she was longing to go it there... it was so freaky
then finally the ma'ams arrived and the sec1s starting screaming for no apparent reason. then coz it started drizzling so the games were only nearby (we didnt get too wet) but after the third game we had to like clean up the mess that the other grps and oso contributed to :(
then after that we had to change in to our performane attire
then syafiqah and ameerah had to leave... it was like so sad but ameerah seemed so happy. wth!!!
then after that we ate our dinner and then we all crammed into a stuffy room and started practising. then after very long, the performance began.
first it was dance, then sec1 squad song, then prize presentation then skit then sec2 squad song then fdc song when ma'am ying qi started crying after the first few words. then mass song, we got to hug all the ma'ams and then everyone started crying and stuff. then after that was speech and story. there were many sad, happy, funny etc but i didnt listen to all cos halfway isabel was not feeling well and it was getting late. then it was commitee announcement, but then it was so rushed and everything. then after that we started going back but the bus took so long to come
then by the time we reached the mrt station guess what? i missed the last train!
so i had to take the taxi home and spend $6.75 :(
yah and thats the end. the ma'ams stepped down and it ended just like that

why

omg like yesterday was FAREWELL
it's all over:(
why? why? why?
why did the ma'ams have to step down so fast?
i gonna miss
Ma'am Ying Qi
Ma'am Pauline
Ma'am Filza
Ma'am Kirstie
Ma'am Jeannie
Ma'am Samantha
Ma'am Tanglin
Ma'am Soo Ming
Ma'am Si Min
Ma'am Jia en
Ma'am Cera
Ma'am Atiqah
Ma'am Aisyah
Ma'am Pushpa
Ma'am Suadittya
Ma'am Preeti
Ma'am Kashthuri
i soooooo wanted to stay over
the stories weren't finished when i went home...

i was soo nervous for skit but it was ok in the end
i loooved squad song
and mass song...
everyone was like crying after the first chorus (except sec 2s and some others)
and i got to hug all the ma'ams
i didnt want farewell to ever end
it was all so fast
it's like i miss all the times
i totally cant believe i didnt like the sec3 ma'ams (2005) when they first stepped up
i really regret that
now when i listen to my phil collins cd( you'll be in my heart) i feel like crying
ma'am ying qi was the first one to start crying during the footdrill song
i feel that we could have done more
now it's all over...